It is strange to be back home. Good but very strange. Visiting the mountain was profound. Full of spiritual insights and deep thought about my life. I never expected to enjoy the endless monotony of super slow walking but it was the most incredible gift. Being back home means that I have stepped back onto the roller coaster.
I feel a little at sea. Not sure what I should be doing. Certainly missing my time of silence and introspection. But loving being home with my family. Appreciating how each of them is growing and changing in subtle ways.
I suppose there will always be tension between living life in this world and the deep peace that I crave. As impossible as it seems, I have a feeling that one can have both. Unfortunately I am nowhere near understanding how to make it possible. In time, I hope to grow in wisdom, and so live soulfully in this world!
I can say that after a week of intense admin and car related projects, I am ready to step back into my business and find a difference where they are required. This is a big step forward.
More than anything I am eager to find my passion in life. And then to make my passion my life!
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